An Excess of (Not Phlegm) Quizzex
With my second migraine in three days, I'm wondering whether it's quizzex (test anxiety) stress. Or perhaps just tiredness. I suggested coffee withdrawal, but my mother pointed out that there had been no instances for this to occur (despite my
one strong coffee yesterday).
Interesting.
I decided that if/when I move out, I'm going to use only blue lightbulbs/shades.. The yellow is so painful.. 'Curling up and dying' is a very apt migraine expression. I have Roni to thank for that.
I DON'T want to be a whaler. Sometimes it's very hard to convince myself. You know, I'd invite you into my mind but for the mess I've made... hahahahaa *goes and dies*
Up to Chapter 87 for
Year. Some of them are probably close to 10, 000 words each (! I can only aspire!), so it's not like they're measly and short. Ahh, fun.
At Becca's wonderful party today (many photos impending), some year 12s were discussing post-school relationships, whether we'd keep in contact with each other or not.. 'There's some people you just know' etc. that you're not going to make a huge effort to keep in contact with. I'm not referring to people of other grades - I'm definately sticking with those great people - but yes, there are people I'm not going to be calling everyday of the week. Besides, I hate the phone anyway. Well, I am a loner, and I have drifted this year, so I'm not super close to.. many people at the moment. But there's people I'll still see around, and I'll visit Carmen in Canberra while she's super fit and ADFA-ing. Oooh, I'm just so proud.
Funny how we never imagine ourselves amounting to a thing.
Well, we would desire it... I'm being humble this week. It's been interesting, because I've found it's hard to specifically work on, unlike other mini-missions. But it's been nice, memorising bits of Psalm 25. It's all fitting in with following the God-map. Yay. ^_^
Have fun studying, and more accurately for many, not studying. Luf!